| Stuff~ |
[Jul. 15th, 2009|07:09 pm] |
Okay financial stuff is all settled, loans are a bitch though.
Okay, Otakon soooo excited, I'm hoping that I don't forget something when I'm packing though. This is my first big weekend con! I'm going to wear gothic lolita all three days. Though I'm a bit scared that the sweet lolita's and people who are going to be "doing it better" are going to call me an "ita" lolita. I've just spent waaaay too much time on EGL comms.
Anywho, fun times will def be had, and pictures will be taken. =D |
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| I'm Fu%&#@Sd |
[Jul. 6th, 2009|06:52 am] |
So...my total tuition is 7,707.25 in total due the 15th. I'm like the worlds worst procrastinator, and I don't talk to my mom. So I don't know the first thing about loans and I really just read the paper saying that it was due the 15th yesterday.
So, due to a friend I got the courage to talk to her. Her advice was to sign up for the monthly plan and do it that way. Fine, but if I sign up for it I'd have to pay 1,550 right away plus the sign up fee. I don't have that money either. So I either need to get like 600 (including the fee to pay for the monthly plan) or...I don't know. I can't borrow the money. I doubt that I could get a loan this fast. I'm screwed. |
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| Okay Okay I'll update. |
[Sep. 22nd, 2008|11:01 pm] |
| [ | mood |
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| [ | music |
| | reese-Mc Chris | ] |
School.
Tired of it, and the classes I'm taking I'm only taking to build my portforlio and to transfer. God I can't wait to transfer.
Work.
Wendys got bought out, we can't curse anymore. lol
Friends.
My friends are awesome! Hanging with them. Some are getting jobs which means that I can hang with them and they will have monies.
Romantic Life.
My friends told me to avoid that guy. Cause well I just should, because he "changed" and that he "shut down" when it was mentioned that I was looking for a "man". Like he was surprised that it wasn't just HIM that I was interested in. Ahh well..I'm still looking for someone elsewhere though I know a lost cause when I see it.
BDAy!
Boring. =< But I hung out with friends, even that kid who I was supposed to avoid (lol oops), I got my new ipod, which I thought wasn't going to be delivered until Tuesday or Wednesday, but it arrived today! OH! New shoes. I bought some~ And my mom is giving me some monies, which I'm planning on transferring to my "Rock Band" fund. My friend John-Mark is planning on taking me out sometime next week, he couldn't today cause his car was broke, And My friend Joe is planning on taking me out next week too. So there we g |
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[Jul. 28th, 2008|01:10 pm] |
So party at my house and it's the morning after. I'm pissed. Fucking pissed. Something came out last night that I pretty much speculated and now it's the early afternoon and I'm pissed. The people that stayed over last night are wondering what's the matter with me, but I'm sure they know. All except the person that pissed me off. Well maybe they know. *sigh*
Crying at my own party is not good.
Asshole... |
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| Fukc ti. |
[Jul. 12th, 2008|12:01 pm] |
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| |  blah | ] |
I'm not doing this anymore. I'm not going to be anyone's second choice or easy hook-up. Tired of it all. All it's really doing is making me feel worthless and cheap. I let it happen before and I let it happen again and I'll be damned if I let it happen a third time (actually fourth). I've learned that I can't be "Friend's with extra shit" I get emotionally attached and in the end I get nothing. My heart breaks a little more each time. And my self esteem is reduced to the same level that it was in grade-school...which was pretty fucking low. All I want is a relationship and to be loved to find good company, laugh all that good shite, and to love in return. And I wonder if I'll ever get that. Not in a "OHHH I'll never ever find someone EVER" emo whine thing. But I'm seriously considering that I just don't get anything that I want. I don't think I'm a bad person...just a sap and a sucker. Maybe that's what they see and that's why they felt like they could just...well I don't know. I put myself in those situations though. I was just hoping that something could come from it with each person though... And my self-esteem and self-worth crumbles to the ground when I realize that they only wanted "certain" things from me.
Whatever I'll get over it. |
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| update on life |
[Jul. 9th, 2008|05:48 pm] |
RAwR.
Life has been a-ok. I'm still broke though. Yea, I don't think I'm going to make it to otakon. Though I registered. The hotel for three nights I believe; and food, and con buyings. Yea broke not really going to happen. I was sooo looking forward to it too. I still need to pay for school though because that's where the bulk of my money is going AND that's why I will not be attending otakon. -_- I really hate that I have to pay for school myself...
In other news. Yesterday was so much damn fun. Hanging out with Stef, John, and Tony. Whoo! Seeing a bad movie with friends and loling the whole time. Oh and then malling. Didn't buy anything but a new wallet though. Oh and being kissed in the middle of a suncoast was very embarrassing. *.* Afterwards we went to Hibachi's first time I've been there, after a bunch of people have recommended that place to me. Ordered some Sake. Whoo! And I need to stop getting tipsy at Japanese restaurants. And if it wasn't for Tony saying "Hey, she didn't card you" while the waitress was right in front of him, she wouldn't have given me a funny look when I ordered my long island iced tea (that Tony and I was supposed to share, but I ended up drinking most of it) And she wouldn't have came back and asked for my ID. Lame. And oh god I was so notdrunkbuttipsy that i was swaying. I'm such a damn lightweight. But anywhoo.. We decided to go back to my house and get my spare DDR pad so that we could go back to Tony's and play some guitar hero and DDR. I didn't play much though cause I was resting off the booze. BUT I finally saw Fight Club, awesome movie was awesome. Yesterday was awesome everything was awesome. How many times have I said awesome?
OH! And I was so surprised that Hibachi's was playing Mika Nakashima. I love her. =3
AND! I finally got my damn raise at work. Bout damn time. I should just quit that shitty jerb. |
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| What political post? |
[Jun. 7th, 2008|02:59 pm] |
So Barack Obama might actually become the next president. Hillray gave her full support of Obama when she stepped down, but I'm wondering if it's too little too late. She did give some criticism of why he should not be the democratic nominee and the president so I'm wondering if it's just a cop-out for the democratic party, or if what I'm hearing is true that she wants to be his VP, and I've heard that obama has said that he'll take her as VP with her blessing. It's just that I don't know if Clinton will set her sights that low, or if she'll try again next time for the nomination. |
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| Life |
[May. 29th, 2008|04:17 am] |
Okay so here I am watching some 3d animation movie. Now I think a lot about my future and the decisions that I make now will affect it. I just keep thinking that if I go into animation will I get a job, something with a salary, something that I could live off of. And the same thing for Illustration. Could I get a job, with a salary, and live off of it. And hell could I find either jobs in P.A. I'll probably Have to move. And if I move to where these jobs are. (Lets say Cali) I don't know what to do once I get there. How do people just..move state to state without knowing what's ahead, or where to live. God, I'm stressing. And I'm not even there yet.
Oh and since I really really want to go to Uarts...um, what happens if I don't get in. That'll crush me. Oh and if I do get in. How the hell am I going to pay for a 29,000 a fucking year school. Once again not there yet.
Oh and I should probably learn how to drive just in case, car things show up. I don't know.
This summer I plan on relaxing and doing things I like to do. Draw all damn day long. I haven't done that in a long time. Watch some anime series. I've already watched Bokusatsu Tenshi Dokuro-chan. And fuck hang out with people. Even though I've been doing that a lot lately. It's like I work and then the days off I hang out with whoever. Today is actually the first day in a while where I haven't done that.
Oh and Vodka is really fucking gross. |
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| Transfer |
[Mar. 26th, 2008|04:42 pm] |
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| |  exhausted | ] |
That's it I can't take GD anymore I'm transferring. UArts or Moore. Illustration. (If UArts I might even minor in animation, but then I'll have no life lol) Just the thought makes me happy, though I would have to spend another year building my portfolio. Which honestly I don't mind. Just the thought of another one, or hell two years, of GD makes me miserable. |
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| What the Fuck Grammar |
[Feb. 24th, 2008|01:25 am] |
A/An are not interchangeable. A's are only used when the next word's first letter is a consonant. Such as: A duck. An's are only used when the next word's first letter is Vowel. Such as: An apple.
A little excercise now:
Example A: An orange is delicious and a good source of vitamin C.
Example B: What an positive thing that you just said.
Which one of those sound better to you? Did you choose Example A? Good for you! You're not a retard! And if you choose Example B...well I don't want to read anything from you anytime soon.
It's just so hard to read porn, when little grammar mistakes that you learned to fix in third grade keeps popping up.
=D |
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| AYAOTD |
[Jan. 27th, 2008|07:41 am] |
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I really need to stop staying up to 8 am and watching episodes of Are You Afraid Of The Dark. I watched all of these episodes when I was a kid. Now I'm remembering some of the episodes, but most are like watching them for the first time.
Ahh, childhood. =) |
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[Jan. 17th, 2008|02:52 pm] |
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I got my dress! I'll have to take pictures later though. *does a dance* |
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| LIfe is fucking GREAT |
[Dec. 11th, 2007|01:59 am] |
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Life is great!
I just finished my final. So now I'm on break! =D I just came from the New York Anime Fest Saturday, and that was so much fun. But I forgot my camera.(No cosplay pictures) =< I plan on dressing up in some EGL (Elegant Gothic Lolita),and I'm looking for my outfit now, the next con I go to which will most likely be Katsucon this February. And then again with the EGL at Otakon this summer.
I'm so glad I get to have money for fun stuff sometimes. =) |
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| Some Grindeldore fanart |
[Oct. 21st, 2007|03:04 pm] |
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( Oh Albus don't be so coy! )
Well upon hearing the news, and you know which news I'm referring to, Dumbledore's relationship with Grindelwald makes a hell of a lot of sense now.
Aww...Dumbledore had a bad!boy crush. XD
*insert copy/paste response to a journal*
Reading the last book I kind of had a feeling about his relationship with Grindelwald, but I didn't know whether it was my slash fan mind just seeing things or was it really there. The tell-all that Rita Skeeter was writing seemed to hint at it, but then I dismissed it because that character makes things up anyway.
I honestly think this is great news, but now there are going to be those same Christians that hated the series before going up in arms saying "omg the evol ghey!" And then there's going to be the homophobes that loved the series that will hate it now. And the people that will look at Dumbledore's relationship with Harry as some form of pedophilia.
I thought that she was very brave to say it. (even if it was for attention) Hell, the series is over and she already has everyones money. So she can say what she wants. |
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| Stuff with Life |
[Oct. 2nd, 2007|10:20 pm] |
Well life if going alright. I hate my job. And the customers that come in and are rude for no damn reason just to get a damn burger. But anyway..School is going fine. My illustrator class is going to take a lot of work and I don't really have a lot spare time..due to job. But I think I'll be fine for this semester. Romantic life...well I hope something comes from something that happened lately. =D
And Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann rules my life! ;p |
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| Carnival |
[Mar. 23rd, 2007|11:44 am] |
So uh...last year I designed a dress for one of my mom's friend's daughter. And lots of people went ga-ga over it and just now my mom called me to tell me that her friend David, is on the Antiguan Carnival committee and showed a picture of my dress to them. And now they want me to enter the dress in one of their contests. They would fly me out there, pay for the materials, and also sew it.
But....I have no clue what goes on down there fashion wise. And it's freaking Carnival. So colors colors colors! X.x
I said that I was interested, but apparently David isn't too reliable. XD But if I do it. I'm going to go down there with a whole bunch of designs. Well I guess this is where my Copics come in handy... How...exciting. |
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[Mar. 1st, 2007|10:43 am] |
I love having things shipped to my house. I'm not sure why though, so when I gets a new check and it's all in the clear I buy something online. This time I bought 10 anime DVDs from rightstuf.com cause they're doing this sale for 10 dvds for 50 dollars and 25 dvds for 100 dollars. I saved over 300.00$. XD
Haul is as followed:
Mythical Detective Loki Ragnarok DVD 1 (Hyb): God & Detectives + Artbox
Mythical Detective Loki Ragnarok DVD 2 (Hyb): Love & War
Saiyuki DVD 1 (Hyb) + Empty Artbox +
Saiyuki DVD 10 (Hyb): Trouble in Para
Saiyuki DVD 11 (Hyb): Following the S
Saiyuki DVD 12 (Hyb): New World Order
Saiyuki DVD 7 (Hyb): The Gods of War
Saiyuki DVD 8 (Hyb): Soldiers of Dest
Saiyuki DVD 9 (Hyb): Children of Sacr
Saiyuki Theatrical Movie DVD (Hyb): R (Yes, I like Saiyuki) |
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